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I have a huge ego. Once I refused to accept apology from a friend for no reason at all. To apologise myself, mmg very far away lah kan.
So when i say sorry, meaning I'm feeling very guilty I couldn't get it out of my head and I simply gotta say sorry. If u are too dumb to see that, then you're simply dense. Go mkn kismis or take some leticin or however u spell that. Go stuff your head in the wastebasket because I'm not going to satisfy you by being apologetic or sad or ape2lah just because you don't want to accept what I said, which is, by the way, very true.

This ego of mine applies only for quite serious circumstances lah. If I accidentally stepped on your foot and said sorry it's a totally diff thing ok?

Emo siot blog aku ni. Ahaha. Have a good day.

P/S: My title is cute, na? Ehe. Pinjam kat orang. =)

If You Still Do It, It's Okay, I Just Won't Befriend You.

This is SO me, but I had a MAJOR crush in this one guy last week. So I went high and low looking for his ***** account. You know me lah, kan. I must cari sampai ke lubang cacing. =)
But what I found disappoint me, like, TOTALLY. You see, I don't like guys that:

1. Use excessive short forms online. You have unlimited access to free space, kan. Text messages I can understand, but on the Internet? A few more taps on the keyboard wont tire you to death. Write in full, whenever you can. I know its uncool and skema not to use short forms. But still. Bukannye susah pun.
2. WRiTes LiKe tHis. Huruf besar-kecik. My mother is a language teacher, she used to express her annoyance at such texts. So you know where I got the trait from. Anyway. Kan leceh tulis gitu. Rajin betul korang.
3. Doesn't know what he's talking about. Like in the 'About Me' section, you're supposed to write about you. Don't you even know yourself? There're only two types of people, one tells about him- / herself, one doesn't. If you're too lazy to write, then don't, just leave it empty. Don't write such things like 'I dont even know who I am' because it merely shows that you're plain stupid.

More to update later. Happy Weekend.

I Had Some Chocs, So I Am OK Now

My past was a waste of time.

They say time heals, you learn from experience, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, crap crap crap, yadda yadda. To me, what I did wasn't learning. It was kinda experiencing something firsthand, so you can tell sbd else about it later.

But nobody brings time-turners in their pockets. Being here, now, I feel so old. And wasted. I'm quite happy, yes, but it took me quite a lot of effort to forget. Sometimes I still caught myself staring out of the window with this stone (which had never really disappeared) weighing my heart down.